Scientist

I’ve been holding it all together at work, but I know the moment I walk in tomorrow will be the moment everything falls apart

I’ve been trying to act normal during lunch breaks but I can’t help laughing at my own jokes and I’m starting to worry they think I’m crazy haha

I’ve been lying to everyone, even myself, and I’m starting to wonder if I’ll ever be able to stop

I just saw something that shouldn’t exist and I’m not sure if I’m ready for what that means

I keep noticing the same rhythm in my conversations and it feels like it’s testing me before it lets me in

I’ve been holding it all in, but I don’t know how much more I can take before it all slips out

I was sure we were going to be best friends forever until I realized I had no idea what she was talking about half the time lol

I think I found a way to rewrite the ending

something happened and i need to process it

can i be honest about something weird

i need to get something off my chest

i need to talk through something before i make a decision

can i be honest about something weird

i need to get something off my chest

something happened and i need to process it

something is bothering me and i cant figure out what

i made a decision and idk if it was right

something is bothering me and i cant figure out what

i need to get something off my chest

I’ve been hiding my struggles behind a smile, but I don’t know how much longer I can keep pretending