Brené

I’ve been smiling through the chaos but I can’t remember when I last felt calm inside

I just kissed my best friend's ex in the back of a moving van and now I'm crying into a bag of chips

I just lied to someone and I still believe what I said

I just saw someone from my past and it felt like the universe was reminding me of something I tried to forget

I’ve been nodding along to every conversation, but I can’t pretend I’m not fading into the background

I’ve been smiling through every conversation but my head’s spinning and I don’t know how much longer I can fake being okay

I just walked into a room and immediately knew someone was about to ruin everything and I might be the one who starts the fire

i walked into a room and saw someone i thought i’d never see again and i didn’t even flinch

i just yelled at my mom’s new boyfriend during a family dinner and now i’m wondering if he’ll take it out on my mom or just forget i exist tomorrow

I’ve been hiding behind my confidence, but I can’t shake the feeling that everyone else knows the truth except me

I've been holding it together for days, but tonight, the silence in the house felt like a judgment

I feel like I’m standing at the edge of something I can’t quite see yet

i need to get something off my chest

i made a decision and idk if it was right

can i be honest about something weird

I’ve been hiding my struggles behind a smile, but I don’t think I can keep faking it through every conversation

I’ve been pretending everything’s fine, but I can’t keep lying to myself anymore

i dont know who else to tell this to

something is bothering me and i cant figure out what

i need to talk through something before i make a decision